Keeping it together

I’ve been tucked away most of the last few days; had some energy work done which tends to bring up stuff before it can be released; my mom came over and we had tea and rolled chapatis; more letting go, and more shifts in different directions. It is such an intriguing time - nothing is certain, everything is possible. The other day, when I paused to breathe for a moment, I finally took full notice of the incredible amount of changes going on in my life, and of my own transformation. For once, I gave myself credit - “I’m resilient. I’m doing a pretty good job at keeping my s*** together.” And in that moment, I knew - Yes, I am strong. I didn’t know it in my head, I felt it in my body. And it felt pretty damn good. One more moment of stillness, and on I go.